23 2 / 2012
This year is going by fast. Too fast. If I have only 301 days left, then I am going to make sure to eat more junk food. People don’t appreciate the value of stuffing your face with junk food enough. I don’t need chicken soup for the soul. I need Burger King and a fucking milkshake.
21 2 / 2012
I have been a bad puppy. Not blogging. It’s no fun unless I feel like I have something to say.
I am going into the hospital in exactly one week. I’m having a TLIF surgery which means they are fusing three vertebrae and adding some screws and metal to my spine. It sounds scary and I tell everyone I am not scared but really I am.
I’ve never had surgery. But I am sick and tired of this fucking pain I’ve lived with for the last ten years of my life. Pretty fucking funny if the world does end in 303 days.
If the world doesn’t end then that means that all of the pain and struggle ahead of me will be worth it. I guess blogging will become a way to cope with all of that. Maybe it’s not just planet earth getting a second wind, but also me.
12 2 / 2012
12 2 / 2012
I am so sad. Is it weird that I feel like I actually knew her and like I should go to her funeral? The number of times I heard and wept to her music is astronomical. I practically wore out my Bodyguard CD. And the movie too. Well that was because I had the hots for Kevin Costner.
Life is so weird. One minute we are here and the next we are not. As we count down to the end of it all, I really wish I could somehow go back to 1990, when everything was easier and different.
Even though I know how it will all turn out, I miss that age when I was innocent and all I wanted to do was dance with somebody who loves me.
11 2 / 2012
I had avoided being sick all year, until I went in to work at the office- also known as the petri dish of Fresno. Seriously, why can’t people wash their fucking hands and not go in to work if they are sick?
PS Keep your goddamn kids away from me too if they are sick. Fuck!
05 2 / 2012
I have been so bad. I have completely forgotten to blog.
Tomorrow is a big one. Madonna at the Superbowl. Can’t wait!
Also, I finished a song tonight. Just needs mastering and editing and voila!
23 1 / 2012
Things I will miss when the world ends:
Music by Madonna, Britney, Lady Gaga, Kesha and Kylie (plus dance music overall)
Fresh Laundered Clothes
Warm Fresh Bed when it rains
TO BE CONTINUED
18 1 / 2012
Been super busy dealing with some major shit. Having back surgery next month. Having my wisdom teeth (including two extra ones, instead of the normal 4!) taken out and dealing with work assholes. Yes, this year is off to a good start! Thank goodness the world is ending but at the same time, why did I have to go through so much shit before it all goes???
Maybe it’s my karma. Or all the cussing. Shit.